Random thoughts.....

Just some random ramblings... when I was sitting at the mall sipping on my chocolate milk shake, looking at people walking around... I started wondering... having random thoughts... :)

I wonder... how it would be to have life stop... I mean everything coming to a standstill! People just frozen in what they were doing... people sitting in front of their computers chatting away, or working on something.... with their eyes wide open and frozen as a statue... or people talking on their cell phones with their expressions and mouths open and fixed... kids just frozen when they are playing... people with frozen expressions stopped in the middle of whatever they were doing... birds flying in the skies just frozen as in a landscape picture...

And in the middle of all that I just exist... hehe! Nothing to worry, nothing to do... nothing I have to complete or act in a particular way... no expectations to live up to... no one to ask what I am doing! Just exist in space... doing nothing, on my own... I could be whoever I want to be... do whatever I want to do! no one to question me, no one to look at me with approving/disapproving eyes! Just pure existence... all I have to do is exist...

haha.... not that I want to do something that someone would disapprove... but still just a thought! well, just that I wonder how it will feel to have that happen... maybe in some other life... some other time, anything is possible! I supposedly love my life as it is... or I think I really enjoy it... maybe I do... or I think I have to think that way or whatever... hehe... But for now, back to the life I am living now... :)